Monday, September 28, 2009

most beautiful person in the world

i miss you so much, i can't bear it
i cannot carry this pain
i need you beside me, i need your smile,
your eyes, your lips, your hair, your arms, your smell,
my bed is a mile wide without you
i'm freezing to death while my infinite bed hurtles through the jet black universe because your weight isn't holding it down
i'm so tiny without you by my side
you're so massive and warm
my forehead is screaming for one of your kisses
i need you so badly, you're tearing me to pieces,
please come home so i can sleep
i've been awake for a hundred years
i just want to lie down in your soft, safe, warm arms and sleep
i cannot do this without you
i cannot live a single day without you
i need you more than my next breath
i cannot sleep beneath the weight of this longing.

How can the most incredible angel in the world be sad?
How can he look out from those beautiful blue eyes through a haze of tears?
...could he live if he could see how grey the world is compared to him?
How can the most exquisite face in the world look down
in search of his own worth?
Why can't he see that he is what god made
when he wanted to show us what he could do?

Monday, September 14, 2009

Time

TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN WHEN EVERY TICK OF THE SECOND HAND ACHES. EVEN FOR ME.